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Wednesday, August 19, 2009

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muRni

OU TermiNatoR

H_ _ N_ _ SuBanG

PICC aLamAnDa GSC

Mr TeddY PeRfuMe

IKEA
NaiLs BiG aPPLe

piXosS

so many things to be removed..to 4get..
so much to say n so much to write..wish i could just skip dis n run away...
hope dat dis would be d last post bout dis miserable part of my life..
last nite's conversation made me see things..
made me see n understand just how much u want dis to end..
"dis won't change anything eyh!"
"m not giving u hope..."
so yea..i'll try n stick to wat u've decided..but this time..i'll do it..patiently..
plus,this time around..seems like u're so determined to let me go..fine..i deserve it..byk sgt benda aku da buat.. dearie,let me say this..last time..the reason y i keep on running away from u is bcoz u keep on telling me dat we are finish..we're nothing special..we are frens..u stated that clearly..but then u came back..i got confused..so i did many stupid things..y? coz i wasn't cool enuf to think first b4 i did sumthing.owh yea..n dats when i lose u rite?n to conclude evrything..it's all my fault..from the very beginning..the whole thing..i was very stupid..very stupid to see those hints dat u gave me..haih~dah la..evrythin's over..wat more can i do?byk kali kan die remind yg nothin will change dgn tegasnya..so..guess i shud understand dat by now..klo x fhm lg mmg da sah2 aku ni bodo,x fhm bahasa..so..dun worry yea..m not writing dis 4 sympathy..i remember evrythin dat u said..m goin..far away from u..from wat we were last time..from evrythin dat i dreamed of...i will...thank you 4 makin dis very clear..

p/s : i can see dat u're having such a wonderful life now without me..u keep ur nails clean,u shaved,u're smiling when evrytime i see u..good 4 u i guess..its clear now..clear as water..

nota tapak ibu jari kaki belah kiri : hope dis will be d last time i write bout HIM.

nota tapak kasut size UK 9 : dat son of a bitch is driving me crazy.dun ignore people when they're talkin to u!!!tu kurang ajar namenye..tu pn nk kena ajar ke?huh.pathetic u lah.

1 comment:

A'ai said...

dear najilaa,

just be strong k..
we awez with u no matter what!